I'm Dead Today

I'm dead today,
But you won't notice
As I still look alive.
The colour hasn't left my face yet,
There's a glimmer in my eyes.
I left this world in love,
Feverish and mad,
Scratching at the walls
So as not to cut my skin.
And break my promises to him.

I guess he loved me after all.

I'm going to take you with me.
I'm going to make sure you're good and gone
And I'll come back fulfilled
When you're not breathing, still.

One more glass of lovely wine
I'll drink myself in love tonight
I'll drink myself to death tonight
I'll drink you in and every moment.
I'll lay under the stars tonight
And you'll come kiss my lips
And wake me up.